i dreampt like an absolute nutter last night. I saw it all, from suicide, to smoking weed wrapped in sheets made of cigarette skins. gay men having a threesome in the wood on a dark scary walk home from a night club where my friend was forcing me to drink a fricken cows milk cocktail from a bowl that she got on the cheap. i stole a motorbike and replaced it with my laptop, but couldnt ride it due to all the smashed glass in my hand that i had to pick out slither by slither. i was having sex with my best friend and then i was in the audience for the xfactor presented by brian dowling…?

the dream dictionarys answers to this in a short…
im trying to escape reality. Im finding it hard to come to terms with a previous relationship and still harbouring pain. i have a desire and need for adventure but i am moving too fast, i am trying to escape some situation or other responsibility in my waking life…
interesting.